So today I finally voted on enough flashes to trade in my broken bottle for a shaving blade. After all the time I spent with my lovely bottle, I have grown attached to it. Now I sometimes don't even realize I posted in a thread until I look at my name and realize that I'm a level higher, and then slap myself for being such an idiot.

Losing that bottle was like losing a part of who I am, I just don't feel complete without it. That bottle was the peanut butter to my jelly sandwich. Moving on will be rough, especially during the first few days, maybe even weeks. That bottle was like a brother to me, I treated it like family. It's like a injured baby pidgion you nurse back to health and you're so sad to let go.

But it hasn't even been a whole day yet, so maybe like with all things, I will grow accustomed to them over time. But for now, I'll have to just remember the good ol' days I spent with my previous level. The memories we had together won't be forgotten, just the time we have apart will.

Time heals all wounds, I guess...

"The Final Countdown" began to play on my iHome. And the funny thing is that I didn't set it as an alarm. It was completely random!

It doesn't get any more epic than that.

I think I would be a good father.

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PERSONALITY!!!

My life right now, I would have to say, is pretty mediocre. Some days I hit a peak and its like I'm flying six miles high, but then the next day I just get this really deep sadness. The kind of sadness that one of only two thing can cure; being a pussy and talking about it, or listening to music. I often choose the latter one.

I don't really like to talk to people about my depression because I want them to think that I'm actually a fun guy to be around. If I talk to them I wouldn't know how to explain it to them. Its one of the worst feelings I've ever feel. Its almost like you feel invisible, but not in a good way. But I want to be understood, but no one is really willing to take me for who I am.

When I don't talk to someone about it, my life just seems to suck even more. There really isn't a way for me to communicate this to someone. I feel as if I trapped in an endless cycle, just never ending cycle of depression and happiness.

"I'm depressed because I don't talk to anyone. No one talks to me because I'm depressed. Someone talks to me, I'm finally accepted. No one talks to me for an even longer time." Wash, rinse, repeat.

But when I listen to my music, everyone ignores me then too. It's like a wall preventing people from talking to me. The kind of music I listen to so that I can cheer up is songs that most people would call 'depressing' and 'demotivational': grunge music. But for some reason, I like to listen to them when I'm depressed and they actually do make me feel better.

Grunge music is a big part of my life. Some say that it's the reason I'm depressed, but I think its what helps me coop with it, especially Nirvana. If I didn't have grunge, I don't know what I would be today. I'd probably be goth or... dead. The reason I think Nirvana songs cheer me up is because they all have a feeling of a lost direction, they just feel like Kurt Cobain is trying to send a message. A message that says your real potential won't be reached until your dead.

But the really weird thing is when I'm not feeling depressed, I'm one of the funniest guys in my school. Everyone likes to be around me when I'm actually feeling happy. But then I realize that they're not really my friends, they're only my friend because of my jokes. Then I just shut down. I've actually heard many people say "I'd talk to him if he didn't look so sad." Just because I look different, doesn't mean I should be treated different.

I know nobody in my school wants to read this because most of them are tweeting about how they're having such a fun time with all their friends and putting their newest snapshots on myspace and facebook.

But for the 'lucky' few that are in my school and do know who I actually am, I want you to take this not as a sign of my desperation, but as a sign that there is hope for me. I have had to walk a very long road to get to where I am today. I have overcome many confrontations and passed many tests of my willingness to continue walking this path.

But I remain walking on this trail today. And I want to keep on walking this path. Not only walk it, I want to run it. I want to run ahead to meet what what my future beholds for me and greet it with open arms. Run to face all the challenges that lay are before me and leave them in my wake. Run to meet all the people I can meet to make a good first thought and leave a lasting impression.

Now I leave you with my favorite quote of all time: "I'm the one that's got to die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life the way I want to." - Jimi Hendrix

Thank you and have a nice day :D

It's my super sweet sixtheen :3

I WANNA BE A PRINCESS!! I WANNA PONY!! MOAR PRESENTS!! MOAR FRIENDS!! MOAR CUTE BOYS!! MOAR HOT GIRLS!! MOAR CAKE!!!

bitch bitch bitch... nag nag nag...

Alright, aspiring philosophers. I'm going to say some pointless crap that will just be a waste of your time. So prepare to brace yourself for my quotes.

You can reply and tell which one you think is the best because you could get something in return :3

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"If people think they're smart, they think you're stupid too."

"Masturbation isn't sex until you've jizzed."

"Why even try when some idiot will make your mistakes for you?"

"'Going green' is just another way to say you're a fag."

"Having freedoms doesn't give you the right to be an idiot."

"Life is like my ass: it's full of shit."

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"Showing your tits is the ultimate excuse."

"The government doesn't want you to be curious."

"One man's ritual is another man's sin."

"Be very afraid of mimes. They're crafty little creatures."

"Idiots are the future of yesterday."

"Beggars can be choosers; they can choose to either get raped, or to fucking deal with it."

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This is a democracy, Goddamn it! Vote for your favorite and win prizes!*

Feel free to use one of them for your sig, blurb, or everyday life. But make sure to include me as the author. Because if you don't, lets just say the next time you see your loved ones, it won't be a happy reunion.**

Don't worry though if you do decide to use my material. If you think you're running a little dry, check back later and there might be some new quotes from yours truly up there.

For now, just go fuck yourself :3

*Prizes include, but are not limited to: a kick in the ass, a kick in the shins, a kick in the balls, a kick in the face, a kick in the stomach, aids, and A FUCKING PONY.

**Results may vary.

Alright. Well first of all, GH5 was a big score for me (as expected), but my favorite part is that they put less crappy new music in and more GRUNGE!! Shit just got to intense. But it only got better when I found out I could play as Kurt Cobain (ZOMG spoiler D:).

But I didn't like the fact that the just did away with money entirely. Having money allowed to be able to work towards something. But now it just feels empty because all the stuff is free, but quite a bit of it you have to unlock to, so it sort of balances out (not really, though).

Huge selection of songs made it take awhile, but not really because the challenges gave you extra stars for something a four year-old could do.

Overall, I'm going to give it a 8.5 out of 10 because the cash thing kind of bugged me, and there was a lack of customization (I'm a sucker for customization), so that would be a half star.

So I think it's worth the $60 price to shred to your favorite tunes.

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OK, I've finally came up with an idea for my first flash: "Jesus Christ Rock Star".

It's pretty much self explanatory whats going to happen.

OMG is that Jesus :O Version 2.0!

I am going to make a flash movie.

Yes, NG's mystery boy is going to make a video for all the teenagers on teh intrwebz fapping to yaoi furry hentai (And yes, I mean it).

I know what you're probably thinking, "But HighwayStar, how are you going to make a flash movie and submit it to a site overrun by furries and hentai (and sometimes clocks)?" Well, Isn't it obvious? WITH TEH LULZ!

Yeah. It's going to take me a while to make it. Well, for one thing, I don't even have Flash! So gotta put that on the to-do list. So that's milk, bread, eggs, chicken, and Flash (in that order :D). Also, I'm kind of short on ideas too, so I guess I'll shopping at WalMart now.

But seriously, I need some Ideas. ANYTHING would be good right now!

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The day has finally come! I am now a year old, on NG.

THIS IS AWWWEESSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMME!!!